-=rick=- (randomly_rick) wrote,

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take your space and your stupid reasons

It's 2:30 in the morning, and I'm tired as hell, but I have to wait for my laundry to get done so I can sleep. What better way to kill some time then by writing a blog. This whole not having a new Nintendo thing really sucks. I've been looking forward to it for a very long time, and I got nada. As sad as it is to say, but after the whole break up deal in September, that was one thing that kept me going - knowing that soon I'll be getting one. Now of course, after I get one, I have nothing else to looking forward to - so it's all downhill from here.

Why is it, that when I meet a girl that actually might like me and find me attractive enough to the point where we could maybe go on a date.. she has a boyfriend? It's confusing, I think she's really cool, and she seems to dig me - but then there is that whole factor, so it's like forget it. I'm just leading myself on. Is there any single girls out there that actually like me? Anyone..? Bueller..?

Then I ask myself: am I ready to date someone, or at least go on a date? Maybe. I think it would help a little at least. Who knows. Just need to find someone that is willing - which is hard, because I'm not one to just go up and start talking to a girl.

Maybe I'm just jumping the gun and should just stay single.. but I miss being with someone, so it's hard. It's not like I have an option here, so I'm not really going to worry about it too much, so single it is.

Okay, bed time. Thanks for listening.
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Rick, You rock and I think you need to take a little bit of time to just hang out with people. Reltionships suck and ending them sucks even more. It's hard to not want to be in a relationship when you're used to being part of one. But honestly if you stop to take time for yourself before you try to get into a new relationship it truly helps your next relationship. Yeah yeah I know I need to practice what I preach.